My blogging name is The Artistic Nobody. Not a very cheerful name but I have my reasons, and despite that it may not be the most optimistic sounding name, I love to identify with it.
My life hasn’t been a bad one, actually I’ve been very fortunate. I’m the oldest child in my family, wich there is only two of us. My father and mother have been happily married for 25 years and counting. We aren’t a wealthy family, but we aren’t poor to the point where we are struggling, yet I’ve never been deprived of anything thanks to my parents.
I’ve lived on my own for a while, but since I was a very sheltered child, I acted out with all my new freedom. In the end I found myself moving back home to recollect myself and reevaluate my goals. I have squandered some amazing opportunities, and have been in a stangnet state for the past 3 years. It wasn’t till a recent even that I finally snapped out of my circular state of mind and realized that all I had dreamed about was not going to happen if I kept this path.
I have always been a dreamer as a child, and my parents were always the supportive role models. Yet I recently found myself in a state of being that I never could understand. I’ve always belived that when a individual loses their will to dream then they really stop being a person. I slowly started to realize that as time went on in my life, my mindset started to change. From a boy who dreamed of traveling and seeing, experiencing, learning new incredible things, my mind set started to allow myself to think that its ok, maybe I was just to be another worker in this society
It took a reality check, to realize that, NO! I’m not going to go down easy, I made mistakes, I screwed away opportunities, but I’m not the same anymore. I won’t settle down my dreams and dissaper into the crowd as a regular laborer living check to check. I want to be something of value, experience life. If I lost my dreams, what would that mean to me?
So as I’m moving forward, I know it won’t be easy, I don’t expect it to be. I was offred a lot of free hands and I took them for granted, now if I have to struggle to get where I have to, I take full responsibility. I may talk big, but I’m only human. I’m still flawed as I was before, but now I’m aware of my flaws and capable of keeping them in check.
This Blog is a reflection of me. My thoughts, my dreams, my obsession of the trivial , and reflections of the most precious. I don’t know what will become of this blog much like I won’t know whats to come for me. All I know is I’m going to push forward and see how I evolve as a person, my blog will most likely change with me as well. But if you’d like to tag along, I wouldn’t mind the company. I’d actually welcome it.
If not its okay i’m nothing much right now then just a simple guy blogging in my local coffee shop. But my hopes that this “nobody” will someday be a somebody, to someone.